So frusterating!
One of the many lessons I have to learn I guess. I have had a really hard week. Logan broke my camera lens. I have another, but it is a distance lens so very hard to use inside. In fact, the pictures in the last post were taken with it and I had to stand on a 3 ft stool to make the lens focus on the invites. Not a humongous deal, but it sucks. Then the toilet thing. That was the next day. And then I decided to pamper myself and go and get my hair done. Yeah. The woman that I got was, I am sure, wonderful. But she didn't speak English very well and communication was broken down to the point where I have orange hair. ORANGE. I haven't died my hair in 9 years. I usually just did it myself at home when I did do it. This is my first salon coloring experience. And I will never get another one. It is terrible people. Embarrassing, and awful. I am going to call another place to see if I can get it fixed. But I don't know if it can be fixed. It may just have to grow out.
I have reached one of those places where I don't think I am a very fun person to be around. I complain all the time because it seems like the world is crashing down. And then I feel like crap about it because when I look at it with my Aquarian brain, I know it is not. My life is really good. I have all the things I need to be happy... but I keep getting myself into situations where I am not happy. It doesn't feel like that is all me... can I control someone doing my hair wrong? Or that my toddler broke my last hobby tool? But at the same time I don't know. I just don't know. I am in a bad place. And it sucks.
I have reached one of those places where I don't think I am a very fun person to be around. I complain all the time because it seems like the world is crashing down. And then I feel like crap about it because when I look at it with my Aquarian brain, I know it is not. My life is really good. I have all the things I need to be happy... but I keep getting myself into situations where I am not happy. It doesn't feel like that is all me... can I control someone doing my hair wrong? Or that my toddler broke my last hobby tool? But at the same time I don't know. I just don't know. I am in a bad place. And it sucks.
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Val
http://lh6.ggpht.com/_57F6wVI0CKc/SR78UCyLueI/AAAAAAAAKKY/_T-Rm9waVYo/s512/September2008_HannahBirthdayPartySLR%20064.JPG
That was my hair. Now it is platnom bleach blonde tinged orange. So bad. Grrr...
Val
i love the owl invitations - owls are my favorites, sooo cute!!
know i had orange hair too, and after 4-5 days of washing, it actually came out to the color i wanted...i'll hope that happens for you too...
hugs!!
okay, so this time i thought i'd share a pic of my last baaaddd hair color nightmare. mine was in october just the day before we had professional pics taken :( and of course EVERYONE feels the need to point it out when they see the pics. I KNOW, my hair was the same color as the autumn leaves, enough already!!!! here is a link::
http://inspiredmamamusings.blogspot.com/2009/01/resolutions-i-have-few.html
i am pretty crazy with my hair anyway, but this a bit much. one good thing... red fades FAST! hopefully it is the same for orange ;)
(((HUGS)))
xo,
erika
I have been reading you blog for some time now. I found you from a good friend of mine that has you as a favorite. Ii refreshes my mind to know that there are other mothers out there dealing with day to day trails with the home, kids, husbands etc. I too have become more sensitive when things are not going my way or even the right way. As far as hair cuts, well I almost have given up on them because I always have to fix my husband's, mine and my kid's hair when we get home. It's harder to get quality sometimes. Good Luck and I hope you make it through this time. I am sure spring will bring more happiness and freedom!
Nessa